First group ride of 2014

Yesterday was a beautiful day for a group ride! Rode about 37 miles with the Hightailers group that meets at the old Factory Outlet mall. Such a fun day. We didn't push to hard and just had a nice ride. I have been riding with this group for a few years now and have grown to love them.  My knee feels good today. I am feeling stronger but still scared to run on it. Why does running have to be so difficult for me. Maybe I should just give up? Maybe I should quit running? Those are the things that went through my head last week until I talked to Chris. He gave me the name of a doctor who also is an athlete. He said Dr. Lendermon will understand my issues and will want to help me get back to running as soon as possible. She won't just tell me to quit or give up on this idea of an ironman. I am so excited to meet her tomorrow and talk to her. I know she will completely understand me. I have only heard good things!!!